well end of yesterday..went to the study thing at school then taco bell. I didn't hang out with sid cause he had to go to the airport to drop off his dad. tons of people showed up at taco bell and whatnot...then i was off to my hizzouse...actually!!! before that shetal and i went to aakash's cousin's house where we drank lol some raspberry vodka and some coffee liquor stuff...yum yum...then i get a call from my  dad saying that he was trading my porsche for a kompressor and i went crazy.CAUSE THAT'S COMPLETE SHIT!

so i get home and i tell my dad to check out the infiniti's with me....so we go to the benz dealership and the kompressor sucked......then infiniti.......and we were all interested.....too bad the guy didn't finish off the deal so it's not going down :(

today today....took the english exam and too bad mine was probably the shortest one EVER ohwell.....i passed. hmmmmm and then i went to chill with sid...ate at altanta bread then got a donut....then i came home and chilled......argument with the parents.....hmm.....then.....went to the mall which i just got back from and exchanged the color of this shirt shetal got me....and bought my bro some t-shirts for his bday! which is TOMORROW! haha anyway.....that's about it. i have psych paper 1 tomorrow...and hopefully i'll go to the gym in the morning! later benito....LEAVE ME COMMENTS PEOPLE!! HAHA

just read kal's xanga.......and it's so true...no matter how excited i am about being out of high school...i really had some awesome times with the most amazing people. i'll see so many of you at UF....but then again I won't.

I've been so blessed to know so many people for such a long time and so intimately. I'm so glad that we've all become great friends and I'll never forget any of you EVER! We've seen each other grow, cry, smile, fight but when it comes down to it....this is so corny....but we really were one big IB family....and i absolutely loved being a dork with all of you guys!! and it's scary that once we get so comfortable around each other to talk about farting and going poo poo lol...it all changes and we're out to meet new people and start all over again!

this is to everyone in my IB family!! hehe....you guys ROCK! and i love you all so much =)

*kisses*

Pansy

ouch! 2 weeks and no entries i'm so sorry!! haha well getting back into the life of pansy....nothing really interesting has been going on...talking to people hanging out...bullshit bullshit...so within those past two weeks i've had to stay after school for some practice tests..went to slice of new york like 3 days in a row lol. had my birthday on APRIL 24TH 17 bitches :) well i had a party....and i had a lot of fun...just a lil BBQ and pool party at my house. got tons of presents yay....and aakash brought over some grey goose which was hella good. everyone left around 5:30ish but esha, dalila, aakash, and shetal stayed. we went to starbucks, spice cafe, then back to my place to get crunked! lol....nah i didn't drink much...then aakash went home and dalila left once we got to city walk...so shetal, esha, esha's friend (totally forgot her name), and i went to watch 13 going on 30 which was really cute...then there was that 4-day weekend where i just lazed around. other than that all my free time has been spent at B&N studying and looking though all the kama sutra books...by the way ANNE HOOPER is one amazing woman. she has a pop-up kama sutra book nice nice.

April 30th was the last day of school for IB seniors and we got yearbooks. so we were busy signing away and whatnot. then after school we went to steak&shake which was pretty fun except for the part when we were talking about all the 4 years and i got back some really bad memories and burst out in tears =/ lol whatever....

may 1st i went to my bro's bball game which they lost!! to 11 year olds....the kids were small, but quick and smart. then i joined kal at b&n to study for math. then.....that was about it......chilled.....my sis came home so i helped unload the car and get her stuff out...nighttime shetal came by cause we were gonna go to tampa or have samir (the 22 year old lol) come by and chill..but my parents said i couldn't go to "grad night" which was crappy of them. anyway my sis showed us all these lil kinky things she got in college (handcuffs, nipple drops, edible undies, a wide assortment of condoms)...lol nice stuff haha.....then we chilled

Sunday the 2nd of may, nothing much happened....went to jamie's house to study for psych with all the other loser's in psych class...not many people there that i really TALK to...so i was bored out of my mind, but jamie's a sweetie and ordered tons of pizza and had food lol which made me really really happy haha. anyway then i went to b&n to "study" with shetal. we ended up picking up the kama sutra again lol...then we went to moe's casue ms. fatty was hungry....then came  home.....made dinner....chilled chilled...

Now it's today....and i'm supposed to be going to a history study thing at 1 at school...so i figured i'd update cause kal sorta ordered me to. well i'm waiting to leave for that pretty much...shetal's gonna come pick me up.....then we'll be off.....then we'll probably chill with sid...have some sex in the car same old same old......haha jk!!! anyway i'll update later

I PROMISE!!

i'm so sorry benito (i didn't forget my journal's name haha)

anyway pe@ce i want comments and e-props ppl or else no more updates!!